I’m pushed to the side. What else is new Taka? You always are. Just like your father said, no one needs me…

The size 1?

They’ve been hemmed. They’re a little big on me now.

And no one I know is going to be there….my side is going to be empty. Kai may not come, my brother probably won’t since he now has his own wife and child… My parents don’t care. My best friends don’t give a shit about me…

Ill be getting married November 10th I believe is the date we set. Its going to be the best day of my life..and no one on my side will be there. my heart can’t help but hurt.

And suddenly, I’m not allowed to be anything but okay.

Sorry I have a headache. Sorry I feel like shit. Sorry. Sorry. Sorrrrryyyyyyy.

Not even you want me anymore.

Holy fuck, I’m nervous.

Happy 10th guys. Thanks for everything, heres to 10 more years yeah?

Just like the last one. And the one after this one. And the one after that one….

Even though I’m sure its morning.

Oh well, its not like anyone cares.

Everyone in this house can get new jeans but us. Our jeans don’t fit. They are too loose.

No new jeans. This household. I swear.

First deco. Ifdeesfghjsdh